Mind&Soul

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2010-10-29T03:04:00.002+08:00

我知道我在伤心什么了。。哈哈

我伤心。。他对我的等待，体贴与包容。

怎么会有那么傻的人呀？

希望你会好好过咯!

Healthy Colors!

2010-04-13T21:38:00.004+08:00

Lina asked why I've been neglecting my blog space for long?

Coz I lazy to type? I've found a way to make it better and keep my blog updated =)

PhotoBlogging!

Carrot is good for eyes. August loves carrot too coz he wants a brighter eyes sight.

Tomato is good for skin =)

They have beautiful natural color, beautiful colors make my days :)

Ive gone for too LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!!

2010-01-07T22:33:00.010+08:00

Hey heysss~!

Let you guys get abit update from what have ya'll missed since my M.I.A action...

Sorry was just a lil bit lazy to update.. ehe

Ok let me briefly tell you what i was doing ah... =)

1st, guess most of you already knew that i was working for Iphone 3GS ! You can get it at RM 1290 for IValue2 RM155 for, 24mths contracts!! * Addicted to the sentence already* eheh~~

Was thinking that i can save more with this job but my thoughts was TOTALLY WRONG RARWWW!!! The worse is not oni wasting money on food and transport, Im actually GAINED WEIGHTS from that job also... eat too much during the job =(

btw, my during working photo as below..

Draw by one of my colleagues, take a wild guess which is me =p

Okok... apart from work, i also play and enjoy with my friends ok... like celebrating christmas after WORK ='( and I've finally got wat i longing for!!! A bracelet from thomas sabo and a jewerly box!! =D Loving them much eh!

Erm, somemore what to tell ?? Oho ya, just missed my dog bb... he just passed away the morning where chinese celebrate 'Tong Zhi' which means family member gather together , where BB IS NOT WITH US!!! ='( how sad..

R.I.P my baby

Ok lets move on to the other topic. *How come my sentence all underline wan?? I dono eh and i dono how to un-underline them also so just ignore it la ok..*

Days without animals at home are so boring.. therefore i borrowed chehce's doggie for few days. His name is AUGUST!! Take a look at hisleng chai photo eeh

awww~~too cute rite??? =p

Ok now next topic again.. when to meet sey sey that day to have our old memories back.. ehhe

had our beefo and hot shop at chee chong chai, bloody hot til sey sey kept sweating and complained never gonna come out with me anymore but i know you will not do so coz you lop me too much!! lolx!! btw, the beefo is not as tasty as before already, wonder why all food will not maintain their taste after they get their fame -.-.

We went to pavilion for hi tea too!! =D

Thanks for you treat eh sey sey!!! =D

Oh ya.. and a HAPPY 2101 peeps!!!! Hope it will be a fineeeeeeeeeeee year to all of us eh???!!

* Amen~~*

Stay tune for more ... =p

i want this

2009-08-17T22:16:00.003+08:00

MY NEW TARGET

DSLR CAMERA... anybody feel like sponsoring a bit bit? =p

好奇怪

2009-08-15T23:39:00.005+08:00

真的很不习惯, 如此地亲密, 变得如此地陌生...

The saddest thing of all is... i'm not even a significant person in your heart .. after all...?

hHmmp!!

2009-08-13T15:41:00.001+08:00

Heart breaker, don't come near!!

Shuu shuu sSHUu, GO AWAY!!!

Phoebe is........

2009-08-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

craving for a short term worry-less KAMPUNG LIFE!!!!!!

='(

no more no more

2009-08-11T12:01:00.002+08:00

I was hoping and waiting to attend bf's convocation for long time.... but now...

gone~~

xo

Do you know...

2009-08-11T01:22:00.003+08:00

Know the feeling when you're missing someone that you shouldn't be missing for?

Because you cannot tell them how you feel about them which might make them feel sick about you... and not letting them to move on their live happily..

Oh life oh life...

* I wonder why should i always think for others before myself, stupid larrr! *

xx

Tell me what's wrong with society!!

2009-08-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

Very old but meaningful song =)

"Crazy"

Today's activity.....

2009-08-08T21:12:00.006+08:00

TODAY!! I EFFING WOKE UP AT 5:30am and WENT OUT at 5:45am!!

WEIRD huh??!! COZ I'm goin to FISHING for the 1st time in my life!! =D

Very sleepy morning, but stil feel excited le!! Was longing for months already.. and here i go...

When for a quick wantan mee breakfast at semenyih then we started our hunting trip =p

Proudly present to you all!!

The Semenyih RM30 fish pond!I was damn lucky to got discounted * actually free * for fishing there coz I'm a girl + 1st timer =D

A very peaceful kampung area. The smell of fresh air + natural green grass..

The 1st is my fishing rod, my father used and pass to my generation.. haha

haha.. loook who got the fish! =)

Of coz is our master hwa.... damn lucky boy

The second fish goes to Foong.. the funny kid

You know what i meant now.... see, he was trying to do CPR fo the fish, very kind-hearted feller

And yeap, we fished for 5 hours and 2 fishes is all what we got for today, damn bad result.. haha

Smelly bait with lot of lalats flying n sticking around -.- *kok's hands*

Even though in kampung, we still have our gadget around, still can listen to radio, can can sing effing stupid funny boy version ' womenizer'..... lol

Next station, makan time!! OF coz la, everyone hungry like ghost liao

Ths famous chi bao gai!! * chibai gai as what they named them * damn guys la

For me, it tastes like more to homemade chicken but tuhe meat is damn smooth and easy to chew =)

All the dishes that we ordered..... all habis.. all gone in lelss than 30 mins....

Count the number of the rice bowl... damn this foong feller, had 7 bowl of rice!! * I stacked all of OUR rice bowl together and asked him to take this photo * haha!! GReedy feller .. no good no good... tsk tsk tsk

After makan
This kid really can notice whenever the camera is on... i wasn't intent to captured him.... lol

Damn tiring and burnt... but fun!!

And we all got our sourvenir back......

Dada....

Smelly burnt foot =)

Really very tired and sweat a lot and sun burnt but I'm still looking forward for the next fishing trip!! hehe

XOXO

Mindset

2009-08-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Faith

Honest

Loyal

Trust

Kind

*Simple words... but not easy to achieve all of them*

x.o

原来......

2009-08-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

原来, 由始至终, 我都没有满足到他所想要的快乐

好伤心

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Virus attack me! ='(

2009-08-02T22:49:00.005+08:00

This whole week is so terribly unbearable unforgivable unfruitful unhealthy indirection pointless effortless meaningless helpless greyness blueness waste of time zombie-ing around

I'll put the blame on *VIRUS*

Oh NO...!!! I CAN'T BREATH!!

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XO!!

A Quick Escape From Buzzy City

2009-07-31T00:24:00.011+08:00

Let me update you guys about something that made me exhauted like hell yet fun... see see.. banyak pictures below k... =D

Our 1st lunch in Malacca-- famous malacca chicken rice ball!! yumyum ^^

Feeling hungry people??? wowhoho!! *evil *

Me satisfied look =) * Tan, next time we go together ok? *

The great poser =p

Feel like back in 80s * My favourite 'mak nag tong' * =)

WARNING!! This uncle, can share his histories with you, non stop.... if you wanna take the risk, find a chair to sit down 1st.. eheh

Weirdos =)

So this is their famous satay celup huh.... really cheap and nice wei... we shall visit again !!

To the night life in Malacca Jonker Street

They're selling Rm2 per stick and mid valley is selling RM3.50 per stick @@

Happening pub, i saw an old couple dance song after song!

And no doubt, they're so good in handcraft!! I love it so much * but i too kaim siap to buy * haha!

Told you it is very happening, we were like sandwiches in there.. n really sweat like mad cow -.-

De night view of Eyes On Malaysia ( Malacca ) -end of the day-

So there we go again started another day with hotel breakfast, just me and xin.. vint was still sleeping soundly.. poor driver =p After breakfast we planned to walk around the hotel and coincidently, we found out the LAYER CAKE RESTAURANT!! So me n xin decided to come n have a taste of their sweetly bake cake.. then we went back to hotel and our turn to sleep while vinct went out for his breakfast -.-

Next Morning!!!!
A heart shape cappocino?

vint bee xin

Don't be jealous
Let me zoom in somemore for you to see clearly... eheh

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Nah... nice ? =p

I prefer strawberry flavour ... it is really really layar.... melt in the mouth~~

After dessert session, we went to malacca zoo..... =.=

Passed by eye on malaysia again..... day view ! =)

Zoo Time!!!!!
Da da~~!!! Zoo.... Zzzz....

Our little zebra is playing with himself... poor thing .. haha

Me and xin were talking all the time n vint felt negleted... so he decided to talk to.... zirafah...

This girl.... no matter how tired she is, she still is the best poser... -.- *salute salute*

He was staring at me....

Ans this one biting the tiang... -.-

Xin and me =) really very very tired already and this zoo is so much better tan the zo in kl!!

Vinct asked me to take photo of this church * his favourite church? *

The only photo that 3 of us in a same photo.. hehe!!!

Lastly, after visiting the zoo.. we decided to go back for satay celup before heading back to lifelesls kl =p....... those are just 1/10 of our photos in malacca.. i stil havent post up our camslutting session in hotel and also the nicest asam laksa + cendol in town!!! Hold your horses people, i will surely update for you guys to admire and I WILL SURELY GO BACK TO MALACCA ANYTIME SOON!!! I MISS THEIR FOOD AND JONKER STREET ALREDADY!!!!

So... that's all for today and im tired already.. i went to xin office and watch movie with her in her office =.= then went to ss2 with xin n vint for tong shui.. -.- Im so lifeless man... i know.. swt!

broke broke broke!!!

XoXo

Life, is always unexpected..

2009-07-30T01:31:00.004+08:00

Just a short while, lot of changes has been made...

So many things has changed, unexpectedly... without any signs or hints.. just happened like that..

How long does my feelings that I'm having recently will last..

How long will it takes to fade away then..

Heart, we only have one in our life time... * Proverb 4:23 *

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nah...

2009-07-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

This is for you.....

It was supposed to be a surprise gift... but. well yeah.... uncertainty ruined all eh? =(

XoXo

My moment

2009-07-24T02:58:00.000+08:00

I believe that., nobody wants a sad ending... but sometimes.. it just has to be in this way to decrease the level of..... heartache

Peeps pls la update your blog!!!

2009-07-22T23:35:00.001+08:00

Is wondering why my friends won't update their blog.... >.<

Random move

2009-07-22T02:00:00.003+08:00

Today....

I've got myself a phone....

Sony Ericsson W960i

I don't know how to use it

It wasn't in my list...

And i just bought it -.-

Xoxo..... stupid me

Why is human so complicated

2009-07-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

God created human on the 7th day? rite? haha

It's how amazing He created each human has their own features.

A face that can show expression, a mind that can think and constructs, react, judging, control...

Every human being created very precisely different from other. Ok, there was a saying ' we will meet 7 people on earth which look similar to you'. But still, even if this 7 people meet together, there will be huge differences from personality, behaviour, thinking, gesture and so on. So , every human is DIFFERENT from others.

Talking about human mind, very hard to understand... agree? We might know what they like this moment, but their mind can change in a second that they might hate the thing they used to love so much! This is very creepy, human mind .. complicated

Different people, different thinking. We can't force them to think in the same way like we did, force will only leads to explodesion in mind and trigger their anger; which makes the situation become worse.

It can be simple actually, just think simple, act simple and be simple. Be satisfy with a simple life.

Tell out what you think, you feel and spread your happiness to others.

Everyday is a brand new day, do not let your problems turn off your day, work on your problems and try to solve them. Do not ignore your problems, they might become a dangerous crisis (learn from crisis management) Solve it when it is small a small issues ( A good subject which we can apply in every aspects of life )

Ok then, now this human mind thing has really creep me up, guess i won't be so bodoh again eh? perhaps...

Ok I am not tired, but my eyes is closing... this topic shall be tbc.

XOxo

This is what i think

2009-07-18T12:32:00.004+08:00

Mmm.. this post is going to be so confusing..haha.. enjoy people

Why do people celebrate birthday? Is it to celebrate the existence of the person; or to celebrate the mother who successfully give a life, a chance for baby to experience the world? Then how about those who having hard time to give birth and pass away because of losing too much blood or other causes? Should the child celebrate their birthday on their day their mother pass away?

Went to have a 'birthday celebration aka yum cha' session with long lost friends from NS. Maybe I'm bias to certain people, or maybe i just can't join in their topic, which reminded me how i used to filtered out and ignored things I'm not interested in. Therefore, most of the people who don't really know me, they will think that I'm slow in catching up or blur, but actually, while they are talking, I'm observing and analyzing what type of a person he/she is. Guess this is one of my favourite games. And maybe I love to observe people, that is why I'm also very much care about what people think about myself.

Oh, this was how i used to be in the camp, sitting there, partially join in their conversation while observing human; when i finished observing, i'll start my daydreaming because most of their topic couldn't triggered my interest. I've got to experienced the same feeling once again few days ago. (now I'm thinking why do i like the camp so much? friends? or the lifestyle there which i don't need to think about problems that i've recently?)

I select my friends carefully, i know which will be my true friend, which is not. I have myself seal to the world and only allow true friend to enter. Oh no, am i going back to the same old me? Anti-social me? Cold me? No matter how was i or am i behaving, friends who stand still with me is my true friends. They even took the risk, to spend time with me, to give me some company because they love me for who i am. ( you know who you are ok =] )

I feel so tired lately... don't feel like doing anything else, sometimes lazy to eat, lazy to stand up, lazy to talk, lazy to anything. Am i getting older? Because, i don't really enjoy kl night life anymore eh?! This is weird people, went to Laundry but what i ordered is just cup of hot chocolate while friends happily having their 1st or 2nd or 3rd or whatsoever experience on alcohol. Yupe, I'm lucky that I've tried all things (except drug) and i can now control myself from getting addicted to *things*. And i can protect myself from getting harm physically. =) I'm proud of it!

The more problems i have, the more decent i wanna be. I've stay myself away from lots of things...( Maybe i am alien or something because I'm having the opposite thinking of normal people ) I know alcohol cannot sway problems away btw. I am very clear of what am i doing my friends, so don't worry k? Just bring me out makan will do. haha. Right now i really feel like going down to kampung area.. plant potato .. -.-

*Can't think of what to continue already, can i continue on this post later? Tired and lazy to think, just want a simple life tho* hoho

XoXoooo

Some people just can't feel the same way as we do....

2009-07-10T15:47:00.005+08:00

Read Sey's blog.. therefore, i also wanna copy her. =)

This is how my laptop screen looks like.......

So, What can you see and how do you feel about this?

X.o

The Once A Year Pets' Fair !

2009-07-07T00:20:00.010+08:00

Last saturday i went to Mid Valley AGAIN... to indulge myself in all cutiepie doggies and other animal also laaa =)

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Photos will tell you all

Call me handsome pls ;)

Lolx!!

Adorable, innit?? :)

Wan Yin's all time favourite =p

Tim&Tom

Just the two of us....

and 1 more! =D

Trying to escape.. silly cutie :p

They were having obedience competition!

Maltese+ToyPoddle = SUPERB CUTE!!

hehe.. smelling other's butt....

Those are not dog, they are monster... *opsy*

and i managed to captured this two arrogant fellers..

Rabbit... and the reflection of a sexy guy ;p

I went for the last year pets' fair too, there were more fun compared to this time. =p But still, i enjoyed too even got free gifts from them =p *i will upload it later*>>>>

Hehe... guess that's all for the day huh... tata =p

XoXoXoXo

Music changes them all

2009-07-03T11:21:00.013+08:00

Believe it or not?
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Music has the POWER to change a person's mood, especially those who understand their lyric too!
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Let me show you some examples below :
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1. When you're feeling cheeky , you listen to this :

Mika-Grace Kelly

2. When you need some peace, you listen to this :

Amazing grace

Sarah Mclachlan- Angel

3. When you hate you ex gf/bf, this is good for you : (lina, if you're reading this, this is dedicated to your ex)

Fuck It- Eamom

4. And sometimes you'll need to flash back how wicked 90s is :

5. Feeling in love?

6. Need some forgiveness?

7. PARTEHHH

8. Some mystery

9. Sexy song

I'm not the only one who thinks music tells tkem all. Last song to prove that I'm right

Sharing is Caring =)

2009-07-01T01:31:00.002+08:00

Mm... another song wanna share with you guys =)

"I Can't Hate You Anymore" by Nick Lachey

An empty room can be so deafening,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burned the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.
...I can't hate you anymore.

You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,
You stole my life,
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore [x2]

Just doing this to waste my time =p

2009-07-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

001. Real name: Wong poh theng
002. Nickname: Phoebe, phoebs, bebe, bee, ah be, fei, baby, bbb, wongy, wongsy, wrong, private and PRETTY!!! (kd =p )
003. Married: Im still too young le dei...
005. Male or female: Female
007. Highschool: Assunta, the best among the rest!!
008. College: Tarc, not so best already =(

010. Short or long hair: off shoulder, off bra =p

015. Are you a health freak: mm... *cough*

016. Height: Do you really wanna know ?? 158cm nia!!! =(

017. Do you have a crush on someone:wat is crush....... i wish i could have one

018. Do you like yourself: Im in love wit myself actually
019. Piercings: 5 on ears which now left 1 for each side, 1 for nose
021. Righty or lefty: Righty
022. First surgery: takda .. So am i healthy? =p
023. First piercing(s): 12 years old.. i pierced more then 3 times for the same place!!!
024. First person u see in the morning : Myself?? In the mirror
025. First award: Kindergarden!!! Sports day! Hehe.. i still have the trophy :)
026. First sport you join: badminton or basketball, cant really remember tat...
027. First pet: DOG... BB
028. First vacation: out of malaysia?? Hatyai with family when i was..10 .. with papa
029. First Concert: ops.. i don't like being sardine and sweat and scream like mad ppl
030. First crush: uh? erm... let me think.~~ 14?

CURRENTLY*
049. Eating: nope, surprizingly!
050. Drinking: nope also
052. I’m about to: sleep coz i have class tomo morningg =.=

YOUR FUTURE*
058. Want kids: yes if i can
059. Want to get married: mayb?
060. Careers in mind: nothing in my mind at all =X

WHICH ONE IS BETTER*
068. Lips or eyes: eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: huggies
070. Shorter or taller : Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
074. Sensitive or loud : loud
075. Trouble maker or hesitant: peace lover =.=

HAVE YOU EVER*
078. Kissed a stranger: NO WAY!
079. Drank bubbles: Do bubble tea count??
080. Lost glasses/contacts: God bless me i don't need them ;p
081. Ran away from home: home sweet home bai
082. Liked someone younger: hehe... not interested
083. Liked someone older: erm.. older than me just a year?
084. Broken someone’s heart: I'm still feel so sorry =(
087: Cried when someone died: too many
088. Liked a friend: i like all my friends, their are my friends bcoz i like them ....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN*
089. Yourself: It depends hooo
090. Miracles: oni 20%.. hehe
092. Heaven: how bout 50% ??
093. Santa Claus: I still wish Santa Claus exist =p Christmas makes me feel HAPPY!!
095. Magics: not really
096. Angels: 50% also

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY*
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: ya

099. Do you believe in God: yupe!

Im just too bored at home.. xp

XoXo

Friends for life

2009-06-30T00:51:00.007+08:00

I'm the youngest in my family, the gap between my siblings and I, too far for us to converse like friend, there fore, we don't talk much or do any activities together. ( I'm quite jealous for those silings who they can hangout with family for a movie or doing activities together) I don't really have a childhood friend, my childhood friend is my cousin sister who used to stay near my house and she moved before i turned 6.
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I've used to had more than 9 or 10 social networking sites (friendster, badoo, netlog, tagged, hi5, orkut, facebook..etc, every single social sites that you can think of, most probably I'm the 1st who use among my friends) just to look for friends, for some companion and to waste my time.
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Maybe I'm getting older, or maybe i know there is no way that those 'friends' will be the person that can back me up when i needed them, i left with 2 social networking sites-- Facebook and Friendster.
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And also, there is an application in Facebook for user to categorize who will be their top friends. I'd more than 20 few months back. Now is less than 10. Because now i categorized my top friends as someone who i can share my feelings and thoughts with, or someone who i pay respect and connected with.
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Life is just like taking bus ride. We are one of the passengers. Passengers will leave the bus when they've reach their stop. Same as friends. They will come and go, no matter how close they used to be.
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It is not easy to maintain a good friendship. I realized, i have only few even though i have more than 400 friends in my Facebook. I know for sure, i don need these 400 plus friends to make me happy, i just need my friend who will be there for me when i need them. But somehow, i know i cannot too depend on my friend as they also have their own life and friends too and eventually, they will have their own family in the future. By that time, will our friendship stay the same?
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I'm really grateful that there are still people who could listen to me patiently. God bless them. And I'm grateful for those who treats me honestly, with their heart, without their mask on.
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I love my friend who really care for me, unconditionally. Your caring touch my heart..utterly
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XoXo

Love Languages

2009-06-29T18:19:00.006+08:00

MMm... i've got this interesting test from my friend (sook jing) today and below are my scores =)

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The Five Love Languages

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

I feel loved when...

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	12
Words of Affirmation:	6
Physical Touch:	6
Acts of Service:	4
Receiving Gifts:	2

Interesting right?? I do really wish to have quality time to spend with my love one. Find out your own type by clicking the 'Take the Quiz!' Good Luck finding your needs!

Take the Quiz!

Why the 2nd chance?

2009-06-29T11:08:00.003+08:00

Life is all about learning, everybody knows that. It is a never ending learning process until the day we've gone from earth.
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Some people learn from mistake, and by that they improve to be a better person; some people deny what is happening to them, and they will never realized how much they've missed in life.
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Every human being make mistakes. The problem is do they care to or try to compensate the disaster they'd caused, do they have the enthusiasm to chance the outcomes. And of cause, some mistakes need to be forgiven by the person they've offended, in order for them to continue this life-long learning process. NOT EVERYONE WILL OPEN THEIR DOOR FOR YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN TO WAIT UNCERTAIN RESULTS.
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The truth is, not everyone will have another chance to make things better. People who do not appreciate the chance, they treat it like another round of game; for those who treasure the chance, surely they can make something better than before. Chance is like a turning point of life for people who treasure them, they see chance as a gift from a mercy heart which probably could also makes them tears in happiness when they've given another chance.
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So who deserves the chance? Uncountable of people waited for their life just to get a chance and why do the unappreciated needs another chance to disappoint people again? Life is weird though. Human mind is complicated, even more complex when they've grown up.
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Lots of the time, from what i observed, people tend to seek something that they aren't sure what they want rather than just focus and treasure the thing that they already have.
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Stop looking for someone who need your help and look carefully around you, listen carefully who is there waiting and crying for help, or you'll lose your chance to help in the end.
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* Just appreciate everyone besides you, or you'll lose the chance to care about them*

A simple greeting

2009-06-27T21:57:00.001+08:00

Hello, how are doing today?.
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That is just a simply question, yet, it could shows how significant you are to those who ask you that.
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I feel happy every time i get to see people asking this simple question to me, it shows that, my friends actually still remember my existence. I am someone to them in their life.
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Smile, is another thing that will affect ones mood. It is good to see people smile, their smile makes me smile too, unconsciously. Now i remember how my relatives used to said they always see me smiling, i smile because I'm happy to see them, and i get the happy smile from them back. =)
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Same philosophy, smile will get infected. Smile influence a person mood. Smile does not cost you any money, or your life. A smile to people around you, makes their day different. A help to a total stranger, makes your day better too!
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Few days ago, i was back from college and got in a bus. Followed by a lady behind, who she does not have small change for the bus fare. I saw the same situation quite a few times already, every time, i wish i have the confidence and brave in me, so that i could go forward and help them out. This time, my confidence came out from nowhere, i started to seek for small change for the poor lady and guess what, I don't have RM5 change also, therefore, another idea strike in my mind. I offered to pay for her, regardless of anything in return. Well, it really makes my day. I was damn happy that i can help out a lady who was nearly got kick out from the bus and save her embarrassment. We smile at each other, had some small talks.
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It feel good that people recognize our efforts, our existence. This is why human living on earth i supposed? According to Maslow hierarchy, there are 5 needs in human, let me explain them to you step by step.
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1st will be the PHYSIOLOGICAL NEEDS. In other word, basic needs. Human need breathing, food, water, sleep, homeostasis , excretion and sex. Believe it or not? Sex is categorize as basic needs.hehe =p
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2nd will be SAFETY NEEDS, it could be fulfill only if they have their physiological needs. What is safety needs then? It's the feeling of security. Security of your body, your family, a house to live in, your health, property and etc. Basically, it means that things that could be control in your hands..
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3rd is LOVE/BELONGING NEEDS. Human get their food and sex and home to live, now they will look for some companionship. Friendship, bf/gf relationship, family bonding.. and etc... Talk about belonging, i feel pathetic for people who is always a loner. They've got no one to talk with, no one to share their probelms with. So please be apprecaite for your friend's existence in your life.
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4th will be ESTEEM NEEDS. Once one had already achieved the previous 3 needs, eventually they will seek for more, that's is the greedy part of human--sometimes is good also, to have ourself improve in some way. Self-esteem, confidence which plays an important role in our life, also can be the tool to destroy someone life. People who they have self-esteem and confidence in them, could socialise and perform much more better in every acpects in their life rather than those who is low in self-esteem and lack of confidence. Respect others, and you will get the some respect back.
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The last is SELF-ACTUALIZATION NEEDS. Well, matter of fact, this is the hardest for a human being to achieve. It includes morality, creativity, problem solving, lack of prejudic, acceptance of the facts..etc etc.. To achieve this, we have to know well about ourself and can control our emotions, EQ.
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Opps.. too much of lecture until i sesat on my topic. Ok lets come back. So in short, we have to help ourself in order to help others. Do the same to other as you wish them do the same to you too. So smile to them who you wish to see their smile. Care about others if you want to get the same treatment back, of coz it will not be 100% they will tret you back the same, but at least, your heart will feel better if you do so.
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*Sorry for another silly blog but this is all what is in my mind*

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Xoxo

People Always Leave

2009-06-24T20:55:00.002+08:00

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People always leave....
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Eventually, everyone of us will leaves sooner or later, to end our life on earth..
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If everyone will leaves somehow, how should we live on earth in the first place? Ain't it sounds contradict? Some people born in a rich family to live easily... no need to worry about basic needs at all.. *want wind got wind, want rain got rain* life is worry-less and fun for most of them; while this is the totally different for people who works hard just to make sure they have their stomach filled up.
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Anyhow, rich or poor also encounter the same problem when their time is near. So what if you're rich now, you will have to leave them to others when you leave; or else you can also bring them with your cold body.
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For people who over depends on their parents; for those guys who never helped in house chores; for them who treats their parents like their maid, what can i say? Parents already spent half of their life taking care of their children, some of the parents even need to take care of their own parents too ( means granparents ), so when are they gonna be grown up (mentally) and start taking care of their parents who's already spent half of their life? Who knows when is their time to go? What happen to those people who get used the serving of their parents if *touch wood* they're already on their way to heaven? Ain't it be pathetic to parents who leave without anything in return, or feeling appreciation from their child ?
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Therefore, please... to you all people, start helping in house chores, even just a small talk, a simple smile, and stop ordering parents like it is something that supposed to be (it is really supposed to be when you're a baby/mentally disable yet ) ; or you should hire a maid to repay your parents, to decrease their house chores, enjoy the rest of their life peacefully and worry-less.
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Remember, people always leave...remind them how much you love them and treat them the best you can while they're still around you.

XoXoXoXo

Lesson i learn't from Father's Day

2009-06-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Father's Day to all of you!! =)

I guess most of the people celebrate father's day with their lovely family, and of coz the main character in this whole point of father's day *their father la!!* every year. Bet I'm just not that lucky to be one of them though. Father left me just about a few days before i've turned into 12 year old. Even though it has been a long while ( like 10 years already ), but i can still remember very clearly for his outfit, his smile, his hairstyale and those grey hair that grew on a short, fat tailor's head!! =)

*I was the princess in the family when father is still around, Ahha!! He never ever scolded me or punished me before, even though i throw tantrum at him, coz I'm his baby little girl *

In year 2009, I've celebrated my 1st ever father's day with Adrian's family. ( If I'm not mistaken, i celebrated with his family in year 2008 also but i don't have any memory of it ) It's an advanced celebration because we celebrated on saturday! It's been like 2 months or moroe since i met his family so when everyone saw my present, they show their concern, asking me how I've been and what I've been doing or why so long did not see me hanging out with them. Suddenly i felt so much warmth from this family * love is in the air! * really, you won't believe how much love i've found in his family, a family that everyone wishes to have for. =) I'm so gladful to all these. I've been blessed to meet Adrian actually. *of coz i clearly know that it is not my family*

Throughout the whole dinner session, lot of loves, laughters, jokes, gossips, respects flowing between conversation of 3 generations. Grandparents, parents and our generation. It's really hard to have those communication for all generations when they gather around together in these days, but amazingly, it occurs in Adrian's family! Guess that the God has been blessing Adrian's family with His graceful heart.

And thanks to Adrian too who unintentionally occupied my free time of missing my father with his activities, we went for paintball game today in Sungai Buloh. The place is called 'Tanamera' which located inside a small jungle. *quite big if you're trying to walk the whole places* We played for about 4 hours for that and what i've got home for souvenirs are bruises, bruises and the sign of a 'sprained feet'. =.=

It was all fun and i sweat like a mad dog. ( The last time i sweat like this is 4 years back, when i went for the National Service ). I felt awesome letting out all sweats in this 4 hours time. Then , we headed to a mamak stall in Shah Alam, which Adrian brought me there once before. I was the only outsider because they were all from the same secondary school. It is really great to join in the small talks, well actually i was just listening to their stories back in secondary school life. It was just a normal drinking session but surprisingly i was so enjoying the environment instead of feeling left out. And again, joy and laughter spreading constantly throughout the whole yum cha session. * the spirits of youth babeh!! * Apparently, he is a guy who's always laugh and happy. This is the real person he is. This is the only thing that I'm sure of.

So maybe someone can tell me what is life about?

*Ain't the answer should be -to live happily everyday ?*

Turn back the time

2009-06-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

I wonder when can we talk like before.. those funny and sweet conversation we had is all what im craving for all these while..

Not too sure what has happened but...................

I REALLY MISS THAT ADRIAN AND PHOEBE !!! =(

* now i know why ppl always wish time will turn back , if i really can, i will keep you as my best friend until the end of the day *

4 MORE DAYS TO GOO OO OOO!!!!

2009-05-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

WEEEHEEE!!!

I've been counting down everyday every hour evevry second until i totally freee from WORK!!!

Today is a nother carefree day for me, bcoz that black face stupid no brain so-called manager wanst in today!! * Hghly Applaus and laughing inside my heart * teehee.

And i sold 2 phones today!!! And my darling lina came with her new bf (snake codo la, who else..) to gave me a surprise visit.. =) which shows that im so popular and friendly that i always get visited by my friends! MUAHAHAHAH...!!

Its not tat i talk big or wat la, coz after that my handsome jeffrey also came visited me also =))) so much love around eh?? ( but why not tat person? .. tat's so so weird doooo ).

Anyway, i was quite easy until the last minutes uninvited unwelcome lotsa questions customers who they really PISSED ME OFF and fucked up all my mood!! ( !$#@#$^#W^ 99 to them!!!! ) ASKING LOTS OF QUESTIONS WITHOUT LISTENING TO MY EXPLANATIONS, WAT KINDA HUMAN IS TAT HUH??!! * YOU GUYS DONO HOW TO RESPECT PPL WAN AR??* BLOOODY DULAN WITH THEM...!!!

Bloody missed my bus bcoz of those ego no brain creatures.. @#$% feel like gonna stab them with something =.= * cruel me * hehehe.... i know i know =p

Anyway, somehow somewhere sometime when i was waiting for bus............

There was a metrobus stopping and waiting for ppl to get on the bus..... and you guys know la, the person will shout out name of places that they will go.. Example like " KL ! KL ! KL! " ..

So this auntie ( she is having a boycut and if you din really look at her, you'll tat she's a he ) was shouting .....

" PUCHONG ! PUCHONG ! PUCHONG ! " tat was normal la rite??! .... so i didn bothered bout her shout out at tat time... but wait..... lol !! wait until you see below..... >>>>>>

" CURRYPAP ! CURRYPAP ! CURRYPAP !!! " =.=

WAT THE HELL WAS TAT HUH ??!! Is she like having part time for selling her CURRYPAP in the afternoon, driving the bus at night?? Tat's why she got mixed up?? LOLXX

HAhAH!!!! At 1st i tot she was just joking by asying tat, but i swear i heard she asking herself why the hell is she shouting currypap for!!! XP

She'S the best joke of the month wei.... I was just standing in front of her, CANT LAUGH.. so i just kept it all inside my heart le... sooooo hard to TAHAN.

Thankyou auntie!!!! I love you so much!! PLS MAKE ME LAUGH AGAIN ... XP

*I did laugh like cow when i saw my friend n told her bout this stupid thing* =p

Soon SOON SOOOON!!

2009-05-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

WoohOOo....! =D

Still left with 1 week for work!!!

Thanks for my loves who came visited me during my work, it means a lot

love you guys much much!! =D

really need to get some real nice sleep =(

and im gonna.....

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WOoHOO UUuUlaaaalAA~~~!!!

2009-05-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

I've got new target!! +D

so indulge myself on it..... imagine im touching it.. pressing it n holding it gently....

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THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

or........ THIS.................!!

and also THISSSSSSSSS

THIS THIS TOOOOO!!!! YEA MAN!!

AHAH!!!! ACtually, they are all the same model. just in term of their colors, which giving me dilemma WHICH TO CHOOSE??!!

This Bloody phone is so cooool, as wat i've read n survey in the net, it's actually the combination of Iphone and Blackberry but the price are much more CHEAPER than both of them!!

SO, which color should i go for??? =p ******** Angelic smile ***********

Te dua me... Kis

2009-05-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

Te kam ne shpirt, ne gjak, ne zemer edhe ne mendje tak kohen smundem te ndahem nga mendimi per ty, gjithmon te kam afer adhe gyithmon do te te kem...

zemta dhe shpirti im jan tuat oer ty po jetoj sepse te dua me seshumti ne bote, ti je gjitheka per mua...

i yty per gjithmon.....

2nd day of work

2009-04-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Set alarm at 8:15am, rang and off it and continue my nice nice sleep

woke up LATE!!! 9am woke up adn rush like a mad dog n took a 9:15am bus!! You say freaking fast or not??!!!! Call me SUPERGIRL!

Then i went for lucn with new nice friendly colleagues, they bought me to makan place.. and i was so shock by the food price there!! DAMN i had some malay stall nasi campur, ordered 2 dishes + 1 egg oni cost me RM2.80! Really really never ate sooooo cheap b4 at mid valley na... lol

And i sold out 3 iphones today =)

And the highlight of today is...............

I LOST MY PHONE IN THE BUS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY F*** IT LAA!!!!!!!!! @%$#^%$*^%!$@!!~!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day of work

2009-04-28T00:14:00.000+08:00

Just a word for today....

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TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goin to hell~ hell~ hell~

2009-04-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

HaiHS!!!!

SWT 99 la MAN !!! =.=

12 more hours to the hell...

1 DAMN WHOLE MONTH COMMITMENT...

lets think it in a good way la.. I"LL GET SALARY!! =DDD

there are so so MUCH thingssss that i'll goonna do when i receive my paycheck

1st. ~~Needa pay back xinxin.... =p my ' 0 interest' banker~~

2nd. ~~Im gonna pay for college~~

3rd. ~~wanna try out fishing / prawn-ing~~

4th. ~~play pooooool =DDD~~

5th. ~~TRAVELL~~

6th. perfume?

7th.... ~~EAT NICE FOOD~~

8th..... psp =)

9th.. genting day trip * i wanna get crazy in theme park so badly!! =) *

9th...sunway lagoon!!! *beliv it or not? i've never had a chance to play in lagoon eh..sad childhood =( *

10th...~~yeah!! PAINTBALL BABEHh..hehehe~~

11th.. ~~some secret i'll never tell~~

12.... secret too *wink wink* hehee!

13......... ~~BUY BRAS!!!~~

blahblahblah.......and the list goes on......................................................

i just noticed tat i have way TOOOOO much to list down all my 'wanted' things XP

if i realy spend all my blood&sweat money on them...i will be broke again ={

HAihS!!!!!!!! bloODy MOnEY!!!

2009-04-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna start working

10am to 10 pm

6 days per week

='(

I am ooo so excited about it.....

swt

feel so reluctant to work...

afraid of taking bus to go home, after the pickpocket case..

haihs!!!!!! SO MAFAN! ARG!

To those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love

2009-04-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

This is the guy who saves me from hell, who gives me loves, hopes and cares for quite a while
This is the guy who shows me what i want in my life : )

Adrian Lee Hin Han!

These are those memories when we both were so mad and so much in love with each other...

Who will still care for me when i get jealous or angry for silly things which means nothing at all to him

(Genting 1 day trip 28-05-08)

Who made me a not surprising 'Surprise Birthday' party when im getting my 21st... :p
My 1st bday party that i celebrated with boyfriend =D

2008

And there he present me something which symbolize the immensity of our love. Well, at least, it was...

'A love shape diamond ring' =)

Who cries together with me and kiss away my tears ='(

(saisaki buffet 27-09-2008)

We both 1st met back in 4 years ago, when we were still 18 that year, in a lousy creepy national service camp which located in Kelatan, Cancun Park.
Somehow someone told me that he has some interest in me, but i just ignored the rumors and had fun with my own gang in the camp. We both never spoke even a word in that camp.
Sometimes after we finished national service, i got to saw that he was with a hot chick and i don really know why at that time, i got a lil jealous.. just a lil =]
And we both moved on in own life and after 3 years, we met again in some social networking site- Facebook! Thanks to you fb =D
OF COZ HE DID ADDED ME 1ST XP

And there our story begins... met the 1st time in 14th Febuary 2008..when we both still single

And i got this as my 1st Valentine's Day present! =D A cutey bear with a lot of crystals on it! *Still rmber times tat i showing off to my friends* =p

So, that is how we started seeing each other.. movie, makan, walk around, joyride, supper...where i had to sneak out when my mummy was asleep =p
Such a great time we had =) Missing those days
We went to a lot of places those days... =)

Hanging out with leng lui din =]

(Titiwangsa 06-03-2008)

(zoo negara 22-05-2008) When i got my 1st prise present on my head =.=

Taught me how to cycle patiently and comfort me with his kisses when i felt down into the drain =.=
(Bukit Cahaya 08-06-2008)

Allowing me to join in his loving family =)
(2008 lantern festival)

Celebrating Adrian's 21st Birthday

( His popo's house 06-12-2008)

Our 1st ever trip to Penang
(Batu Ferringi 1-1-2009)

1st time celebrating Chinese New Year with Adrian and his family

2009

Times that i try to make Adrian happy

ps:/ this is not the only time im trying to make him happy
im trying to make him happy everyday!

Times that we get crazy in car!! =D

2nd trip to Pangkor
(Pangkor 13-04-2008)

And there are a lot a lot more memories which i think 1 blog is not enough for me to squeeze in =p
Therefore, i would keep those in my heart and recall them every i need them. We had great time together, learning to tolerate and learning to love each other. We grow up with mistakes and loves together. The time we spent time and learn something new from each other and this might be a good lesson in life. =)

I understand that people do change, due to new environment, new friends or new thinking, therefore again.. i will not blame you for your promises that you have had. Because i know that you really mean it at that moment, it's just that, changes has taken you away from me..

You're always the one for me, it is just that i might not be the one for you....

~Always in my heart, love~