I'm the youngest in my family, the gap between my siblings and I, too far for us to converse like friend, there fore, we don't talk much or do any activities together. ( I'm quite jealous for those silings who they can hangout with family for a movie or doing activities together) I don't really have a childhood friend, my childhood friend is my cousin sister who used to stay near my house and she moved before i turned 6.
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I've used to had more than 9 or 10 social networking sites (friendster, badoo, netlog, tagged, hi5, orkut, facebook..etc, every single social sites that you can think of, most probably I'm the 1st who use among my friends) just to look for friends, for some companion and to waste my time.
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Maybe I'm getting older, or maybe i know there is no way that those 'friends' will be the person that can back me up when i needed them, i left with 2 social networking sites-- Facebook and Friendster.
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And also, there is an application in Facebook for user to categorize who will be their top friends. I'd more than 20 few months back. Now is less than 10. Because now i categorized my top friends as someone who i can share my feelings and thoughts with, or someone who i pay respect and connected with.
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Life is just like taking bus ride. We are one of the passengers. Passengers will leave the bus when they've reach their stop. Same as friends. They will come and go, no matter how close they used to be.
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It is not easy to maintain a good friendship. I realized, i have only few even though i have more than 400 friends in my Facebook. I know for sure, i don need these 400 plus friends to make me happy, i just need my friend who will be there for me when i need them. But somehow, i know i cannot too depend on my friend as they also have their own life and friends too and eventually, they will have their own family in the future. By that time, will our friendship stay the same?
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I'm really grateful that there are still people who could listen to me patiently. God bless them. And I'm grateful for those who treats me honestly, with their heart, without their mask on.
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I love my friend who really care for me, unconditionally. Your caring touch my heart..utterly
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XoXo