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真的很不习惯, 如此地亲密, 变得如此地陌生...


The saddest thing of all is... i'm not even a significant person in your heart .. after all...?

Heart breaker, don't come near!!


Shuu shuu sSHUu, GO AWAY!!!

craving for a short term worry-less KAMPUNG LIFE!!!!!!



='(

I was hoping and waiting to attend bf's convocation for long time.... but now...


gone~~





xo

Know the feeling when you're missing someone that you shouldn't be missing for?


Because you cannot tell them how you feel about them which might make them feel sick about you... and not letting them to move on their live happily..


Oh life oh life...


* I wonder why should i always think for others before myself, stupid larrr! *



xx

Very old but meaningful song =)


"Crazy"

Faith

Honest

Loyal

Trust

Kind



*Simple words... but not easy to achieve all of them*




x.o

原来, 由始至终, 我都没有满足到他所想要的快乐


好伤心




='(

This whole week is so terribly unbearable unforgivable unfruitful unhealthy indirection pointless effortless meaningless helpless greyness blueness waste of time zombie-ing around



I'll put the blame on *VIRUS*


Oh NO...!!! I CAN'T BREATH!!




HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





XO!!

Just a short while, lot of changes has been made...

So many things has changed, unexpectedly... without any signs or hints.. just happened like that..

How long does my feelings that I'm having recently will last..

How long will it takes to fade away then..

Heart, we only have one in our life time... * Proverb 4:23 *




x

I believe that., nobody wants a sad ending... but sometimes.. it just has to be in this way to decrease the level of..... heartache

Is wondering why my friends won't update their blog.... >.<

Today....


I've got myself a phone....


Sony Ericsson W960i


I don't know how to use it


It wasn't in my list...


And i just bought it -.-



Xoxo..... stupid me

God created human on the 7th day? rite? haha

It's how amazing He created each human has their own features.

A face that can show expression, a mind that can think and constructs, react, judging, control...

Every human being created very precisely different from other. Ok, there was a saying ' we will meet 7 people on earth which look similar to you'. But still, even if this 7 people meet together, there will be huge differences from personality, behaviour, thinking, gesture and so on. So , every human is DIFFERENT from others.

Talking about human mind, very hard to understand... agree? We might know what they like this moment, but their mind can change in a second that they might hate the thing they used to love so much! This is very creepy, human mind .. complicated

Different people, different thinking. We can't force them to think in the same way like we did, force will only leads to explodesion in mind and trigger their anger; which makes the situation become worse.

It can be simple actually, just think simple, act simple and be simple. Be satisfy with a simple life.

Tell out what you think, you feel and spread your happiness to others.

Everyday is a brand new day, do not let your problems turn off your day, work on your problems and try to solve them. Do not ignore your problems, they might become a dangerous crisis (learn from crisis management) Solve it when it is small a small issues ( A good subject which we can apply in every aspects of life )

Ok then, now this human mind thing has really creep me up, guess i won't be so bodoh again eh? perhaps...

Ok I am not tired, but my eyes is closing... this topic shall be tbc.



XOxo

Mmm.. this post is going to be so confusing..haha.. enjoy people


Why do people celebrate birthday? Is it to celebrate the existence of the person; or to celebrate the mother who successfully give a life, a chance for baby to experience the world? Then how about those who having hard time to give birth and pass away because of losing too much blood or other causes? Should the child celebrate their birthday on their day their mother pass away?


Went to have a 'birthday celebration aka yum cha' session with long lost friends from NS. Maybe I'm bias to certain people, or maybe i just can't join in their topic, which reminded me how i used to filtered out and ignored things I'm not interested in. Therefore, most of the people who don't really know me, they will think that I'm slow in catching up or blur, but actually, while they are talking, I'm observing and analyzing what type of a person he/she is. Guess this is one of my favourite games. And maybe I love to observe people, that is why I'm also very much care about what people think about myself.


Oh, this was how i used to be in the camp, sitting there, partially join in their conversation while observing human; when i finished observing, i'll start my daydreaming because most of their topic couldn't triggered my interest. I've got to experienced the same feeling once again few days ago. (now I'm thinking why do i like the camp so much? friends? or the lifestyle there which i don't need to think about problems that i've recently?)


I select my friends carefully, i know which will be my true friend, which is not. I have myself seal to the world and only allow true friend to enter. Oh no, am i going back to the same old me? Anti-social me? Cold me? No matter how was i or am i behaving, friends who stand still with me is my true friends. They even took the risk, to spend time with me, to give me some company because they love me for who i am. ( you know who you are ok =] )


I feel so tired lately... don't feel like doing anything else, sometimes lazy to eat, lazy to stand up, lazy to talk, lazy to anything. Am i getting older? Because, i don't really enjoy kl night life anymore eh?! This is weird people, went to Laundry but what i ordered is just cup of hot chocolate while friends happily having their 1st or 2nd or 3rd or whatsoever experience on alcohol. Yupe, I'm lucky that I've tried all things (except drug) and i can now control myself from getting addicted to *things*. And i can protect myself from getting harm physically. =) I'm proud of it!


The more problems i have, the more decent i wanna be. I've stay myself away from lots of things...( Maybe i am alien or something because I'm having the opposite thinking of normal people ) I know alcohol cannot sway problems away btw. I am very clear of what am i doing my friends, so don't worry k? Just bring me out makan will do. haha. Right now i really feel like going down to kampung area.. plant potato .. -.-



*Can't think of what to continue already, can i continue on this post later? Tired and lazy to think, just want a simple life tho* hoho




XoXoooo

Call me handsome pls ;)

Lolx!!

Adorable, innit?? :)

Wan Yin's all time favourite =p

Tim&Tom

and 1 more! =D


Trying to escape.. silly cutie :p


They were having obedience competition!


Maltese+ToyPoddle = SUPERB CUTE!!


hehe.. smelling other's butt....


Those are not dog, they are monster... *opsy*


and i managed to captured this two arrogant fellers..


Rabbit... and the reflection of a sexy guy ;p

I went for the last year pets' fair too, there were more fun compared to this time. =p But still, i enjoyed too even got free gifts from them =p *i will upload it later*>>>>

Hehe... guess that's all for the day huh... tata =p




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